adrastos
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Posted: Tue 19:28, 19 Apr 2011 Post subject: Cold heart |
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I really do not care how much to eat
hard, I do not care how many want to be tired. I believe we can work together as long as the number of ups and downs over the past one day. I really want you to live. We also have a lovely son, you can not do everything no matter what. I am not afraid of the difficult and tiring, really. I just want you to stand up and take you to the responsibility. Do not let me to bear so heavy a burden, I hope we can shoulder the storm process, do not leave me alone step way. I'm tired, really tired. I hope time and time again, and again the loss of forgotten times [link widoczny dla zalogowanych], and finally you and I really never forget. Disaster on the road of life we have, but to stand up, do not always wait for someone to pull you, pull you when no one do not you just sit up. From your family, I no longer have the responsibility. You may never have this concept of responsibility. . . . I thought I'm strong enough, strong enough to feel distressed and sad he is no longer ... ... I think I can, can no longer cry. . . However, the side who will not learn to be strong while tears of it ... ....
I feel more and more wrong, can I ask before marriage to find good people to me. I bet you would love me that people care about, but I lost lost so badly. . . . . I really regret it, how did it so naive, happy to gamble on them to take their life. . .
so that you do on the operating table [link widoczny dla zalogowanych], can not find people to accompany around. I think I can, I am looking for family doctors to sign, I said I was allowed to sign, the doctor insisted that I do not trust to find someone to accompany you, I said I can not, I fail to beat me up so that doctors under the spot to accompany the students me. Run all the formalities, so after the anesthesia. And awoke when the surgery done, lying cold on the operating table, I cried. . . After the pain is not a local anesthetic, is my heart in pain, piercing pain. . . I'm cold. . My heart really cold. All afraid to let his family know, I know they will be more uncomfortable. I cried. . . . . This is only my own tears.
so many years, I ask whether I own loved you. . . . Have seen you are tired, haggard and I feel bad you did not carry on, time and time again I have to tell their own efforts. But in your heart you loved me? No, you love only yourself [link widoczny dla zalogowanych], you think only your own. No matter how hard I'll never see in your eyes, even if I am too tired to go down, not pamper you. I hate to do anything you always said 'you go, you go'. This time my heart is really cold to the bottom. Students say that you're haggard day, as if tired [link widoczny dla zalogowanych], but I will not hurt the heart, may the hearts of love was gone.
Some people say that marriage without love is unfortunate. You say we go on like this still make sense to you.
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