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 Posted: Wed 22:30, 23 Mar 2011 Post subject: What is happiness |
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Hesitated for a long time, in considering whether or not to open this page and write for three days is enough to realize that many problems yourself, only a few hundred words it takes more than an hour, even more than two hours to complete, to comfort myself this is not a waste of time, nor is it wasted life, but I believe it? Well, to say the least, even if I have more time can be as long as it took so long thought I was actually writing to the despair of these boring crap .... so I inevitably have to ask yourself such a cruel question: I doing, meaning it? * * * Mean? This is a good word strange, ah, sober, and their existence in this sense is a lost man, that really cut, meaning there is no self-existence, but others still need to exist, and this is my parents, is ah I live for the parents. I often think if I did not even Gou parents kept the power down does not last, is pick up the broken backpack wandering, is reduced to beasts hide in deep forests, or to report directly to God or Satan? I do not know, I know is that no one will care, and no.
think parents are always one hundred percent heavy heart, because I do not know what they want, but do not know Can reach their expectations, but I do not know how they have been happy. Love is undoubtedly dark [link widoczny dla zalogowanych], especially the love of their parents, and they love me, love a lot, so I am even more powerful presses, I am grateful to their parents, and I played my heart is willing to do many things for them, even if want me to give life. I'm afraid of watching their parents grow old day by day but can not give them laugh; I was afraid to hear their parents cry sigh issued late insomnia; I was afraid to see their parents full of disappointment and frustration that smile, and their sons and daughters shed carrying That bitter tears ... ... I believe he is a dutiful person, virtues, filial piety, first I have always respected the doctrine, but the character full of contradictions but I secretly made such an outrageous assumption: If I was an orphan ... ...
In fact, many people in my life than to be lucky to have a safe home, not rich, but not too poor, there is love my parents, but also concerned about my friend, worse still do not have university did not test to rush work. As I explained earlier, I am not the boss, not the teacher, because I do not work, do not go to school, graduating from high school this year is the third year, lived for two years from the Haizhu, Baiyun has more than three months to move it. Frankly I still like the three months, quarters near a river, the fish is kept, although the lack of wild share of fun, but I never look with colored glasses and other things except me , the sound of water is also still there, the cool wind blowing; where trees [link widoczny dla zalogowanych], also stained with the school's light, there are playgrounds, a cafeteria, the school thought I looked at the students sitting in the canteen hurry to find a place in my heart I slightly ashamed of [link widoczny dla zalogowanych], so I tend to stagger the students to report back early, though by then not many vegetables; and I am most pleased with is the surrounding mountains, not high, but still a minor celebrity in the city, I like the mountains to seems like the sea, as fanatical, like a man went to the mountains to play their own mountain spring water, like their secretly wander the mountain, I heard thunder and saw lightning do not worry, wait for it to rain and then leisurely tour zai dormitory bath to ... ... Unfortunately, these things do not make me happy, I mean I should feel so happy, here I want to share quiet, but do you know when a person's heart be worried about the other party, he can not wholeheartedly to feel this good, more often missed in front of the United States, like a heart in the court of the hermit is not truly happy Hermitage, with His only endless frustration and loneliness. I was full of the souls, hearts categorically not the court, but I also have a deep sense of care, care very deeply about this, so my thoughts and emotions.
what happiness is contentment, is Thanksgiving? I think it is a feeling, this feeling I have lost a long, long time, and this feeling seems to belong to lose to the kind of never found again.
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