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 Posted: Sat 22:43, 26 Mar 2011 Post subject: July, torrential spend each other's Lei Yu |
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July seems to have no sun is so harsh, after filtering under white screens was extremely soft. I lay on the white space of a white bed, looked at the existence of only a handful in my life the sun tears wet his eyes. Spend with each other is not agreed [link widoczny dla zalogowanych], but the memories of each other, Lei Yu torrential, I want to take these memories with you about going to a far away trip, perhaps for a long time, and then may never come back.
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I do not want me to leave this world when he felt so pain.
have I always thought that only the South was short, like the whole street as camphor are obscured, the sun shining through these leaves bits and pieces floating down the lazy streets, lazy people. I never like to go out [link widoczny dla zalogowanych], but for some reason I had to travel, in the long journey of the trip, I saw the original in many places have that kind of tree, the tree as the United States.
in Zhengzhou have this kind of tree called the plane trees, I just went to the time the city of Zhengzhou. Shocked by such a tree. In the taxi Wangwaimian looked to feel to the summer solstice in the beginning of summer to go before the arrival of the city. I think I will also look out the window is not the time to see the love my Fuxiao Division.
Zhengzhou city so there is a tree may have existed for a long time ago now [link widoczny dla zalogowanych], the tree is very thick, seems to feel very old, old original feel of nature in their own side. I walk under the shade in July, do not feel the sun baked, only to hear the sound of leaves being blown off.
here I think in distant lands, Anglo Zhu ,, my heart full of himself had promised to give him a lot of promise, and then began to cry. I fear that I fail to realize their commitments. But I have been promised to those who did not achieve his promise.
I was a sick child, one never know better protect their children. I wanton disruption of their lives, when I show off to others that my energy, my arrogant and despotic.
Ang Zhu always wandering in the middle of the night I curse is still online, and then I seen the removal of his stealth told him I got it. Ang Zhu also told me to always say a good meal, go to outdoor sports, take good care of yourself. Ang Zhu started calling me to go running, I do not know when to move running down to a walk. So when I do not want to walk down to eat properly. Until then I even have lazy to eat. Ang Zhu is the way I tend to baby, even though he knew it was spoiled. But he is not see me suffer.
not hungry when I told him when I strolled out, he will be very happy and very different. Today is how? Ah, I want to move the eldest. Ang Zhu said that his greatest dream is to make a lot of money to take me away from home, go around the tour, I told him to go to you, you give me a two bedrooms are good, I'm at home making money for you backup. Away enough to come back. He slouched in Austria soon, like a child.
One day I asked Ang Zhu: If one day I was sick how. Ang Zhu wrote: ah you see a doctor, and then guarding you. I said: you say, huh? Ang Zhu said: ah. I said, I said: no changes. Ang Zhu said: do not go back. I smiled. Finally, I asked: If you do not it? Ang Zhu said: silly girl, how much thought. Then I cried holding his.
I told Ang Zhu: I think my brother and mountain, with my brother, I am not afraid of anything. Ang Zhu wrote: Hill is also shadow. I said: I know. I said: I seem to have very uneven I do not want my brother to that love with others. My brother has been hurt the past. But now my brother has a girlfriend feel like the North abandoned. Ang Zhu said: It is not a feeling of love be split up? I said: a lot of points. Ang Zhu told me: in the future someone will love you for them. Ang Zhu will not know when he said these words, I did not see his name. Someone? Who? Are not you?
I asked my brother: I have a girlfriend who was more important to her. Brother wrote: are important. That can not be compared. I said: if my brother and I would have to choose between Ang Zhu choice brother. Brother said: so you will hear, and you ask how silly question. He is with you my whole life, you know?
I cried. Brother did not see my tears. I said: so my brother will get married, have children, I came in after the last plane out. My brother said I naive. I said: If I have been dragging you can do it? Brother says: You can ah, of course. I said: If the wife do not want it? Brother said: it was not his final say. I smiled. I think even I would not be dragged to his brother, because I want to see my loved one happy. As long as they are happy, I'm willing to do anything, even give up or let the whole world the whole world to give me.
Ang Zhu has said he always felt a distance between me, he can not go beyond. Ang Zhu said, why do I always make him feel aloof, but far away in sight. I just smiled, and then silence. I did not tell Ang Zhu, I do not want me to leave when he feels that pain.
I want to give you a lot, but I do not give.
ride home I was alone in the way to the bus station I've smelled the smell of home. In the back seat on the bus all the way, I actually saw the tree. I also found out that we have such a beautiful northern tree.
tree with the North Central Plains of the South there are different. Tall trees north. This tree is called Ash. In my family there, it bears flowers of Sophora japonica trees in spring, every spring the village streets will be overflowing Xiangpiao. Children will climb to picking the flowers of this tree is edible, sweet.
I tilted his head so that the tree looked out the window, the original home I can so beautiful. There will be bathed in bits and pieces of lazy gorgeous. Can be seen through the leaves a good number of the sun, or be divided over the sun.
long journey has made me tired. I am carrying his laptop and powerless, walked towards the direction of home. My body is already growing weak, I looked desperately in this world, every one grass in the world, every life, all made me feel like that's mercy. I see people who do not treasure their own feel sad, but also in grief yourself.
I told Ang Zhu, do not contact me, not to find me. Ang Zhu ask me why. I did not answer. Ang Zhu I do not want to see the way I am now. Ang Zhu in memory, always in July that children have ADHD. Dynamic, always wore a beautiful cute Liu Qi, said that he endowed with both, not thick-skinned girls. Ang Zhu has been said that I do not like to move how it always restless, always rickety. I just curl one's lip to him.
now? I, Yang July. Black eyes. Brow clouds are blowing not go blowing. Wild hair, wearing a loose, there should be more embarrassed and more embarrassed. Yang, with the last sentence in July compared to a few people do not know if the.
I came to Beijing, Beijing, Beijing has been with the past is not the same. I remember when I feel sick to Beijing. Grabbed the mother's hand to go for a moment would not stay. In my impression that your lack of big cities are always green, the living of life to those things, in my opinion, the Beijing morning to evening every day except those who are alive, the other almost all machines.
Beijing who is white, said that Beijing's water for the people who remember a roommate said the South who is in Beijing water diversion project, the south water for people. She may not know that Beijing's fast-paced life of people feel shocked, who go to work early to go out branded bus, arrive before the sun is not out of the company, after the sun sets in the home. Not see the sun all day sun, the white people can not it?
get T10, arrived Yuquan Road. Walking there, I saw a good high tree, high high, with very different trees south, I heard that this tree is called Cedar. What I do not know, I feel like the plane trees. The streets are clean, there is no sun, but still can feel the wind and the trees bring a sense of direction. I try to look to the distance, eyes are blurred. Have to work hard even see the eyes wide open. Because of kidney problems, vision gradually blurred.
I'm feeling more and more faint breathing their own, I think to myself further and further away step by step, I know that my future will not have a dream, and I know that maybe one day I will forget who forget that they exist, can not be achieved with the aspirations of those who disappeared.
because they have less, I would like to give to others more. Perhaps this is a common problem that people always think about those unrealistic things. When people lose a lot of time, will want to have fewer. For those who want to have also been on my own is to wish for.
the past I told Ang Zhu, I want to buy a big house, make a lot of money. To achieve many of my dreams. Ang Zhu said just to bring her loved one away from home, to travel, tired to bite her one. I also dream of a joke too unrealistic Ang Zhu too easy too easy to achieve.
now? I just want healthy, one can take him to the travel time, one can accompany him enough time to realize his dream. Lifetime. Lifetime is not long, but I can not have. Dream? Those of my dreams, I find it amazing that the last dream. Ang Zhu than that I think is difficult to achieve the dream of a great dream. Now I feel the dream of Ang Zhu is the most difficult to achieve, his dream was really a dream, only think, can not be achieved.
people do not need a lot of vanity, the simple life with loved ones. Family life is not a burden, is the best. I looked at the family look at my eyes, see their eyes red from crying I'm afraid. Afraid not die, fear of life become a burden to others.
dark, I go home. I do not want hospital, a person has completed his own quiet way. I asked Ang Zhu: Not everyone is afraid of becoming a burden to others. Ang Zhu said: how? I said: I was afraid of becoming a burden to others. Ang Zhu said: You is not my burden, even if I will be happy. I said: Ang Zhu, you will abandon me? Ang Zhu said: how do you? But how? You afraid of? I said: no. Ang Zhu said: I reared you, your domestic child. I did not speak.
I said: I want to give someone else a lot of things, but I did not give. Ang Zhu said: Fool, we do not need you to get something. I told Ang Zhu: want. I want to give my parents a lot of things, to his family a lot of things. Finally, I would also like to give you the sentence I swallowed a lot of that sentence.
human life is not how much fear, but fear can not pay. People are not afraid of death, but the fear of death brought tears and pain. I have always felt watching other people cry, watching other people sad figure, more than anything else uncomfortable. When I was sad because of his time, I do not like talking, do not like the others laugh. Only later did I find my smile does not make sense, I have to tell myself laugh even cry. Since we can not help themselves bear the pain of others, so why leave the others frown.
Ang Zhu, for me I did not tell him anything. Even I need a shoulder, I chose to squat down and hold their own. I would like him to seek to rely on, one he will not change to one of my commitment. But I can not believe it, because I'm afraid I can not afford the promises of future in front of me pull away.
a person in fact nothing can hurt you, as long as you have enough blank, enough things become no longer care about the outside world. I think as long as I have enough cold, I leave to others the less memory, and then I left, like cutting off the tree by the roadside, leaving insignificant, no one will remember.
Ang Zhu, Zhu Ang, my Ang Zhu.
I do not see the sunrise here, do not see the sunset. People in this huge city pace of life seems to be no respite time. Looking to the evening standing on bridge
distant sky. I remember Ang Zhu said: days seems to be no stars. I said: not like, is not. Ang Zhu said: Then the lights when the stars are right. Then we watched the stars for a night street.
In fact, the name is not Ang Ang Zhu Zhu. Ang Zhu I get to his name. Ang Zhu's name is called when the month. I remember one day I asked him: Do you know Ang Zhu is what that means? When May said: do not know. I'm on the ground spelling: Ang Zhu angzhuAngel I pigs. May laughed when, curved eyebrows, eyes sparkling with happiness: You are my Ang Zhu. I am surprised to hear these words had. Ang Zhu said: We are a child of the future called Ang Zhu bar. I gave him a supercilious. Heart secretly delighted.
Ang Zhu, Zhu Ang, my angel.
Ang Zhu when my month, maybe one day I will not in the middle of online games, you have the opportunity to lecture me again. Will not hold back a few days do not listen to eat or drink in the house, silly there pounding the keyboard. Ang Zhu on my time, I think I have not fully accounted for in your life time, quietly pulled out of it you should not feel pain.
When I see a doctor to the family of dying under the notice of the time. I think the whole world is white. I like the color, very clean and quiet. I want to just let me clean, crisp die, no worries. If God has mercy on me, I wish I never came to this world.
what I'm about to understand, know how to cherish the time. I did not cherish the chance to go. Ang Zhu on my time in the Tanabata, we will never leave. Tanabata is a reunion, but also the day of separation. I have to go to a very far away, may be a long time before coming back, maybe never come back.
we agreed to spend with each other, we agreed with the Rangers, we say good on the old hand to walk us, to see the sunrise watching the sunset. We said yes, never betray each other. But if our agreement and commitment, but I can not be achieved. We defend, not each other, but the memories of those who spotted Lei Yu torrential.
temporary harm, just want to give you a better future.
me to break, it is an excuse to excuse. What a performance I am a very worldly woman.
Ang Zhu when my month, I say that excuses, I saw his eyes flash like that dazzling light. Light that the sun than July, even harsh. The sun hurt my eyes, his eyes hurt my heart.
When
months, so I feel at ease. Later you will have a new love, deep love you met her, she would realize I did not realize the commitment with you, if. She will accompany you to see sunrise and sunset, to many many places you want to go. Then after your child is called Ang Zhu. When
months, I hope you always happy. May I know when the bridge carved on many of his name? I am fiercely carved that name, and then spat on the tears heavy hit on that name. Your life is not destined to accompany me.
that girl called Yang in July, will quietly disappear in the world. Are meteors, flashed without leaving a trace.
I have thought that in an unknown mountain village. We rely on each other until the white-haired hand. Then you will be in my ear told me: You are my Ang Zhu.
I am your angel, angel in the back of the kingdom of heaven. White curtains. The white room. White sheets, and even the sun is white ... ...
Chase's. Then I promised them. ! ! ! ! ! ! Hold all the July, torrential Lei Yu. Yang
July, I am most distressed woman.
journeying guard, plain text, a touch of melancholy, very good, since the choice of a silent guardian then stick to it, the world had only traces of your existence, give a blessing, although very bitter, but at least can guard the goal on it!
(Editor: moon)
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